One night

I know he is only gone for 2 days and one night but I am missing him. I have not been terribly well this week and I need extra cuddles. The thing is he needs downtime too. He does not often get times where he is together with the lads and do boy things. Stuff that us women roll our eyes at lol.....

As for tomorrow, I am hoping he will stay over, I am soooo hoping he will stay over. The invitation is there and I know its possible too. Will he or wont he....? All I want is for him to be here and say "Baby its bedtime, go and get ready", then snuggle together and sleep next to him. I love him so incrediby much. I know he is still holding out, still waiting for that right moment to come out and say to the world how important I am to him. I truly hope it wont be too long because its so hard to be hidden like this. I still dont think he understands how much I struggle with that.

He has made some massive changes and even he commented on how much better it makes things for our relationship. I love seeing his car from my kitchen window. I love hiding the key for him so he can let himself in to come and cuddle me in bed. When I was not feeling well, he cooked, cleaned up and then ran me a bath, undressed me, read a magazine to me, wrapped me in a towel and put me to bed, tucked me in and lovingly kissed me. Once he realised I did not want him to go he became more stern with me. Daddy is telling you, you need sleep more than anything. Be Daddy's good little girl please......

Night night Daddy, I hope you sleep well and please come stay round here tomorrow evening.

I love you

His Angel
xxx