Monday, 7 June 2010

Telling her.

Telling my daughter was one of the hardest moments in my life. How do you tell a teenager that Mum and Dad are going to seperate? My daughter has had me at her beck and call all of her life, you see she had some major medical issues since she was only a little toddler and I became her carer as well as being her Mum. It made our bond incredibly strong. It's only in the last year of still staying together it became too difficult.



Ex-hubby and I were trying to stay together until she was 16 and had finished school but life became so incredibly difficult. The things that got me through the day was knowing I would meet my other half in a few days or at the weekend coming. With him I would get the love and understanding I never received within my marriage. Don't get me wrong, my ex husband is not a bad guy at all but he is not the man I want to grow old with, the one I can grow old with....

I always had to be the adult, make the important decisions in life and felt so alone. He did not have my back and I could not go on like that. So eventually we stayed together for another 10 years (madness really looking back on it but you do anything for your kids, dont you?)



As for now I have embarked on a new life. It's so scary but also exciting. So many things to discover, not the least my submissive nature. It has only just now been able to come to the surface because I have finally found someone who really understands me and loves me for who I am.....



Love



His Angel

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