Today

I have days where the sun is shining and all seems alright with the world and then there are days like today. Its a bit cloudy and dark outside and inside myself it feels the same. Everything feels heavy around me. There are lots of reasons for this. Often I am able to pick myself up quite quickly by giving myself a stern talking to.

The fact that I know he worries about things too, is hard. We are going through a very difficult phase in our lives. We just cant be together yet and neither of us know how much longer it will be. He handles the being without each other a little better I think than I do, simply because he is more used to it from his past worklife. I am learning lots of things about myself. I am learning that I love being in a relationship. I adore doing the mundane things like chores together. The thought of being able to have a cuddle just when you need it in the day is lovely and not having to wait for four days before you know you can see each other again. Even then you know the time you will have together is always too short.
Its amazing how much we do in a morning together, its always beautiful and warm and gorgeous and without problems. Even when we have really tough conversations we still are very loving and very tactile.

So today I have no sexy things for you........For all the couples out there who are having a life together, stand still and enjoy for a moment how precious life really is......

Love

His Angel