We had been rolling around on my livingroom floor. You know the kind you do when you are sixteen, except we have figured at our age its so much more fun. We had been kissing for hours and his hands had been roaming my body for ages. My clothes were still on and he had been pulling my jeans up, I was getting so aroused and he knew exactly what he was doing.
My nipples were swollen with anticipation and I could not wait for him to kiss and tease my nipples. To say I was bursting with excitement was an understatement.
Once he had removed the straps of my top and pushed them down, sometimes you just cant be bothered to get undressed, when he wants to have me he does it right as it pleases him in that particular moment. Next I felt my brastrap sliding off my shoulder and the bra pushed down to expose that erect nipple. His mouth closed over my nipple and he sucked it gently to start with, I adore it when he does that and I love how he loves my breasts!!!! I know my head would have gone back to arch my back even more.
Next I could feel him lowering me very gently to the floor, "Get comfy my Love, you will be there for a while" I heard him say with a chuckle.....that low throaty chuckle that I love so much.
As I laid my head on the floor I could feel the little hairclip at the back of my head pressing into my scalp. So I lifted my head off the floor gently and took it out and put it to the side.
He noticed what I had done and his eyes approved, he does not want any other pain for me other than the one I crave.....I had thought nothing of taking my hair clip out. I had probably done this so many times only this time he eyes went to the hair clip on the floor.
He smiled and picked it up. I thought maybe he was going to move it because in our passion he did not want me to roll onto it. As he picked it up in his hands his eyes looked at me....he smiled and I could read his thoughts. He always said to me, " I cant hurt you Baby, I just cannot do it" but he was starting to understand that sometimes I crave pain and he was starting to enjoy experimenting with that pain a little.
Whilst his eyes never left mine, his hand wandered over to my breast and my nipple, he looked at my nipple and the hair clip, dont you just love the way they make you wait, he has that in him so automatically, he then looked at me again to see what my eyes were telling him and he could read I was encouraging him. Unspoken words between us. He opened the hairclip and very gently to start with, surrounded my nipple with the little teeth, he let it close up really slowly and was watching my eyes and loved what he saw. It was one of the first times where he could see how much I loved it and how wet it made me and it was a beautiful moment. He could hear me take in a breath and I moaned at the same time. In that moment I fell in love with him all over again. For me its all about his eyes watching me, he knows me so well now.....am I giving her enough and not too much....
My nipple started to throb in a delicious way and I started to wriggle in my jeans, his hands found their way down and it confirmed for him how much I love what he does to me. His mouth lowered and he kissed me and kissed me.....
Just an innocent little hairclip.....
Love
His Angel
xxx
Friday, 2 July 2010
Tuesday, 15 June 2010
Wrists
Another thing I relish when he does it to me is holding my wrists together. Even though his hands are of a very normal size he can easily hold both wrists in one hand.
I cannot recount how many times he comes up to me for a cuddle and within seconds I can feel my arms being pulled behind my back and both my wrists clasped in one of his hands.
This leaves his other hand free to roam.....He will kiss me deeply, everytime taking my breath away and I moan into his mouth. His other hand will sometimes very tenderly cradle my face, other times it will find my nipple and pinch it hard.
I think he is starting to enjoy how he can make me gasp....
Love
His Angel
xxx
I cannot recount how many times he comes up to me for a cuddle and within seconds I can feel my arms being pulled behind my back and both my wrists clasped in one of his hands.
This leaves his other hand free to roam.....He will kiss me deeply, everytime taking my breath away and I moan into his mouth. His other hand will sometimes very tenderly cradle my face, other times it will find my nipple and pinch it hard.
I think he is starting to enjoy how he can make me gasp....
Love
His Angel
xxx
Thursday, 10 June 2010
Today
I have days where the sun is shining and all seems alright with the world and then there are days like today. Its a bit cloudy and dark outside and inside myself it feels the same. Everything feels heavy around me. There are lots of reasons for this. Often I am able to pick myself up quite quickly by giving myself a stern talking to.
The fact that I know he worries about things too, is hard. We are going through a very difficult phase in our lives. We just cant be together yet and neither of us know how much longer it will be. He handles the being without each other a little better I think than I do, simply because he is more used to it from his past worklife. I am learning lots of things about myself. I am learning that I love being in a relationship. I adore doing the mundane things like chores together. The thought of being able to have a cuddle just when you need it in the day is lovely and not having to wait for four days before you know you can see each other again. Even then you know the time you will have together is always too short.
Its amazing how much we do in a morning together, its always beautiful and warm and gorgeous and without problems. Even when we have really tough conversations we still are very loving and very tactile.
So today I have no sexy things for you........For all the couples out there who are having a life together, stand still and enjoy for a moment how precious life really is......
Love
His Angel
The fact that I know he worries about things too, is hard. We are going through a very difficult phase in our lives. We just cant be together yet and neither of us know how much longer it will be. He handles the being without each other a little better I think than I do, simply because he is more used to it from his past worklife. I am learning lots of things about myself. I am learning that I love being in a relationship. I adore doing the mundane things like chores together. The thought of being able to have a cuddle just when you need it in the day is lovely and not having to wait for four days before you know you can see each other again. Even then you know the time you will have together is always too short.
Its amazing how much we do in a morning together, its always beautiful and warm and gorgeous and without problems. Even when we have really tough conversations we still are very loving and very tactile.
So today I have no sexy things for you........For all the couples out there who are having a life together, stand still and enjoy for a moment how precious life really is......
Love
His Angel
Monday, 7 June 2010
Telling her.
Telling my daughter was one of the hardest moments in my life. How do you tell a teenager that Mum and Dad are going to seperate? My daughter has had me at her beck and call all of her life, you see she had some major medical issues since she was only a little toddler and I became her carer as well as being her Mum. It made our bond incredibly strong. It's only in the last year of still staying together it became too difficult.
Ex-hubby and I were trying to stay together until she was 16 and had finished school but life became so incredibly difficult. The things that got me through the day was knowing I would meet my other half in a few days or at the weekend coming. With him I would get the love and understanding I never received within my marriage. Don't get me wrong, my ex husband is not a bad guy at all but he is not the man I want to grow old with, the one I can grow old with....
I always had to be the adult, make the important decisions in life and felt so alone. He did not have my back and I could not go on like that. So eventually we stayed together for another 10 years (madness really looking back on it but you do anything for your kids, dont you?)
As for now I have embarked on a new life. It's so scary but also exciting. So many things to discover, not the least my submissive nature. It has only just now been able to come to the surface because I have finally found someone who really understands me and loves me for who I am.....
Love
His Angel
Ex-hubby and I were trying to stay together until she was 16 and had finished school but life became so incredibly difficult. The things that got me through the day was knowing I would meet my other half in a few days or at the weekend coming. With him I would get the love and understanding I never received within my marriage. Don't get me wrong, my ex husband is not a bad guy at all but he is not the man I want to grow old with, the one I can grow old with....
I always had to be the adult, make the important decisions in life and felt so alone. He did not have my back and I could not go on like that. So eventually we stayed together for another 10 years (madness really looking back on it but you do anything for your kids, dont you?)
As for now I have embarked on a new life. It's so scary but also exciting. So many things to discover, not the least my submissive nature. It has only just now been able to come to the surface because I have finally found someone who really understands me and loves me for who I am.....
Love
His Angel
Questions
Do you ever wonder how on earth you got to this point in your life? You question decisions that you have made, very important ones, what if I had chosen a different path?
The fact is that I am sitting here today, 40 years young, seperated however not yet divorced, with a wonderful man in my life. Except I want the normal 24 hour a day domesticity with him....Or would it be as special?
Love
His Angel
The fact is that I am sitting here today, 40 years young, seperated however not yet divorced, with a wonderful man in my life. Except I want the normal 24 hour a day domesticity with him....Or would it be as special?
Love
His Angel
Saturday, 5 June 2010
Text message
"Kettle on, knickers off" is the text message that comes through on my phone. Secretely I have been hoping for this kind of text but every time it does surprise me. Does he mean it, or is he joking? I am thinking to myself. We have no specific rules within our relationship, no set DD plan that we are working on. All I know is that I have a deepseated desire to please him, to make him so incredibly happy.
I decide to do as he asks, I run upstairs and take off the cute panties I had put on. I love having cute lingerie on because I am forever trying to seduce him. I hear his car pull up outside my house and I am not quite ready. I start to giggle nervously, relishing every minute of how he is making me feel with just a simple text. I straighten my skirt, my hands smooth the side of the skirt over my hips as I skip down the stairs to let him in.
I open the frontdoor with such a happy smile on my face, only to be greeted by a very handsome face adorned with the biggest grin. As soon as he steps in the door, he pulls me in for a tight cuddle, he kisses me. After we finally let go and I walk over to the kettle to make us a pot of tea he follows up behind me, one hand on my tummy, his other very gently on my naked thigh. His breath in my ear, "Stand still my Angel", I listen instantly, his hand moves up my thigh, around my velvet soft round bum, the next thing I hear is "Just checking, now there is a good girl...." and I melt in that instance.
Love
His Angel
I decide to do as he asks, I run upstairs and take off the cute panties I had put on. I love having cute lingerie on because I am forever trying to seduce him. I hear his car pull up outside my house and I am not quite ready. I start to giggle nervously, relishing every minute of how he is making me feel with just a simple text. I straighten my skirt, my hands smooth the side of the skirt over my hips as I skip down the stairs to let him in.
I open the frontdoor with such a happy smile on my face, only to be greeted by a very handsome face adorned with the biggest grin. As soon as he steps in the door, he pulls me in for a tight cuddle, he kisses me. After we finally let go and I walk over to the kettle to make us a pot of tea he follows up behind me, one hand on my tummy, his other very gently on my naked thigh. His breath in my ear, "Stand still my Angel", I listen instantly, his hand moves up my thigh, around my velvet soft round bum, the next thing I hear is "Just checking, now there is a good girl...." and I melt in that instance.
Love
His Angel
Throat
I had never been a fan of spanking until I met him. He had never been a fan at all. In fact one of our original meetings involved him telling me that he was not dominant at all. This is the same man who now enjoys wrapping his hand lightly around my throat, he knows I trust him implicitely. Quite often I will stretch my neck to give him better access. I relish the feeling of his hands on my throat.
Its such a powerful feeling, the strength of his hands could so easily do an injury but when you combine it with the look of love and lust on his face its so loving and powerful. I guess I will have to back to the spanking another time.....
Love
His Angel
Its such a powerful feeling, the strength of his hands could so easily do an injury but when you combine it with the look of love and lust on his face its so loving and powerful. I guess I will have to back to the spanking another time.....
Love
His Angel
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