Making Love

We had been making love for hours, I am such a lucky girl with an incredible giving lover and we had more or less worn each other out. We were so hungry for each other, the kisses were loving and claiming, I lost count of the amount of times he said "Mine...". I adore it when he says that, so much!!!

So we decided to snuggle, I was laying on his left hand side, curled up on his chest, warm and cozy and we both dozed off and it was gorgeous. We spend so few nights together that just laying there and basking in his glow to me is still so special. We must have slept for nearly an hour and we both stirred, now giving the amount of times he had made love to me and fucked me too....I thought I had completely depleted him but he never fails to surprise me.....in one swift movement and a cuddle, our lips found each other again and I could feel him being hard underneath my leg. He pulled me onto him and entered me again at the same time. It felt so incredibly good.....like I said I really am the luckiest girl. We made out again, a mixture of making love passionately and holding my hips and fucking me whilst looking deep into my eyes. He is making me his again, His Angel.........I dont think I ever went away. He knows that now too.

After we had come downstairs and made something to eat together he completely blew me away again with a new name I may be allowed to call him sometimes but thats entirely for another post, another day.....

Love

His Angel
xxx

Guilt

My eyes are so sore and puffy this morning, I know its a result from crying for hours last night. We were together and had some very difficult conversations. He needs to get things of his chest and I need to hear them too but the guilt that comes with that is so overwhelming.

We are still so wrapped up in the past month, its so hard sometimes to let go because it scared us so incredibly much and the thing we both very much agree on is to never let it get to that point again. Communication, how ever hard, is the key. Our relationship is deepening again but I crave to get that intimacy back. I love him so deeply, like I have never loved any man before. It scares me and fills my heart with such joy at the same time.

I was trying to explain something to him last night but the phone rang right at that crucial moment. I wanted to explain how I got to that point, that I did not think I deserved to be loved, that I did not feel very loved anymore and that I accepted anything at that point. It was a very low point indeed. Its opened my eyes and even though my heart is heavy today and I can hardly open my eyes from crying so much I do know today that I am loved and that I love him so much in return and thats a beautiful start....

Maybe by writing this here today I can try and get past it somehow, I need to in order to move on, its too damaging to keep feeling what I am feeling and I need to use that energy to show him how much I love him and I want a future with him...

Love

His Angel

xxx

Missing

Does he have any idea how much I crave to have him in my mouth? To devour him with my lips, my tongue, to swirl my tongue around his thickness, to taste him. I adore seeing the look on his face, that intense look in watching his baby worshipping his cock. Thats what I do you see. I have never enjoyed any man like I enjoy him.

For me it gets even better when he wraps his hands around my face and pushes my head really gently. I adore it when he wraps my long hair around his fists and holds me so gently whilst I loose myself in him. My Love please dont make me wait too much longer???

Love

His Angel
xxx

Guardian Angel

Its back to that special word again, "Angel". Does anyone believe in Guardian Angels? I was not sure that I did but from very recent events and talking about it to my Beloved, we have both decided that we both have a very special Guardian Angel. Watching out for us as a couple.

When we look over the events that took place that scared us beyond anything we had ever encountered and we look at the timeline of how events were put into place, we only have one thing to believe.......someone, some very special people were really looking out for us and we thank them!!!!

We have such beautiful things to look forward to, at times we are nearly to scared to believe its really happening but we have both really tried to do things the right way for the people that we love.

So if you like, please stay with me on this exciting journey. As I become his girl more and more again every day, smut will follow again very soon....lol...


Kisses

His Angel
xxx

Smile

Recently there have been some massive changes in my life. Some came with a very steep learning curve but they do say whatever does not kill you makes you stronger. For us as a couple that is certainly true.
I dont want to give out any details but we were so close to loosing each other and thank God we didn't. We learned some harsh truths. We are healing together though and we are crying together and most importantly we are laughing again together.

The difference this time is that my faith in having a future together has been restored, I had lost faith completely, I will have to admit that. So for now we are spending a lot of time together and its so lovely. We are making each other smile so much. I adore making him happy. We still have a way to go but I am eternally grateful that when crunch time came, not only was he there for me, I truly believe he rescued me and I love him for that.

He is becoming more confident again in me being his girl, his baby, his Angel.....


Love

His Angel....
xxx

Request

My mobile rang at just before 8 O'clock this morning. Considering the ringer tone I was curious because we had already spoken on his way into work as we do nearly every morning.

I picked it up a little hesitantly only to be rewarded with his warm voice, "Hello my baby, I just wanted to know if you are dressed yet?" To which I answered " No hunny I am not quite dressed yet I am walking around in my pink dressing gown", he knows exactly which one because he purchased it for me for Christmas, not only is it pink but its soooo soft and its like having a hug every minute that I wear it.

"Well in that case my Love, can you please wear white today" were his words. "You mean white undies today?" I asked him in return, to make sure that was exactly what he wanted. "Yes, I like to think of you wearing virginal white today whilst I am at work" I could hear the smile in his words and skipped upstairs to go and get dressed.....

He is making me fall in love with him over and over again......

Love

His Angel
xxx

Superglue

He led me by my hand and sat me on the armrest of the sofa. His hands folded around my face and he kissed me deeply. Earlier on we had had quite a difficult talk and it was his way of changing the mood for both of us. As we only had some precious time together, this was very important and I was trusting his judgement.

He took both my hands and placed them beside my body to try and make sure that I would not stop him from ravishing me. However every time he kissed my breasts or my nipples my hands would automatically come off the armrest and touch his shoulders or the back of his head. See I love having my hands round the back of his head.... I think it was after two more attempts he decided it was time to change tactics.

He put each of my hands back on the armrest firmly, looked me in the eyes and with a lowered voice said "superglue". For a second I tried to understand what it was that he said. With his voice he superglued my hands to the sofa armrest and began his journey with his mouth and hands discovering all the sweet places he loves to touch.....
I vividly remember a while after that him saying to me: "Baby, you are actually dripping onto my thighs" and he chuckled as he saw the expression on my face.

He can arouse me like no man every could and every time I walk past the sofa it makes me smile....

Love

His Angel
xxx

Certainty

If I know anything with certainty at the moment, its that as a submissive you need to have a partner in your life that does not take advantage of your nature.

A real man claiming to be a Dom takes care of his submissive in so many ways, makes sure she does not get hurt, makes the right decisions, often makes better decisions for her than she would make for herself.

Just my 2 pennies worth for today. I will be back more regularly from now on again....

Love

His Angel
xxx